I was happy to see the sun, but mostly my life is out of control

It finally stopped raining and I got to go running.

I feel overwhelmed and on the verge of tears. Not because I'm sad or upset, I'm just stressed and I feel awful. I hate crying. Actually, no, I hate how people perceive crying or I hate how I always end up crying when I fail to keep a hold on my life.

My brain needs a leash.

This paper madness needs to stop.

I did get the time off of work to go to see Mattison but the trip is so short I wish that I hadn't bought the plane ticket so it could be rearranged for an actual trip. I'm a little nonplussed.

I was plussed to see Mary today. She's leaving again soon though to do the South Dakota thing.

I want classes to end. Now.

I feel fucking ridiculous. Absofuckinglutely ridiculous.