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Everything will get harder.

I am unable to appreciate today.

I want to curl up into bed.

There are papers waiting for me and I feel strangled by them. I don't want a summer job. I don't want to stay in Ann Arbor.

What I want doesn't exist.

things I noticed today

1. The people who work at the library's media desk are all rather disgruntled and scary.
2. Of all the saint's days...why have we preserved St.Patrick's?
3. I really can't stand myself sometimes.
4. I am torn between not wanting to do schoolwork anymore and not wanting to move home again. I don't want to look for a job etc. Son of a bitch.
5. I'm probably the least forgiving person ever and I hate it.
6. I'm really tempermental.


ugh I'm pathetic.
Tommorow:
wake up, breakfast with mary, work out, jendavis, homework, maybe a movie. Another fucking day.

books- a survey I stole from a blog of one of my friend's profs...

A book that made you cry: The Golden Compass
A book that scared you: Blindness
A book that made you laugh: Catch-22
A book you loved in Elementary School: Lafacadio: the Lion who Shot Back
A book you loved in Middle School: I don't remember middle school. um. White Fang?
A book you loved in High School: Catcher in the Rye, All the Names
A book you hated in High School: The Dollmaker, The Cherry Orchard
A book that challenged your imagination: His Dark Materials trilogy, Cosmicomics
A book that challenged your identity: All the Names, Handmaid's Tale
A book series that you love: Babysitter's club, Thoroughbred
Your favorite Horror Book (or maybe just one you recommend heartily): hm. horror. I can honestly say I don't think I've really read a book that was horrifying in the horror genre sense. Just amazingly horrible books.
Your favorite Science Fiction Book: I've read mostly fantasy I think. Brave New World was here before, so I'll go with that.
Your favorite Fantasy story: His Dark Materials, Alice in Wonderland
Your favorite Mystery story: The Erasers
Your favorite "Coming-of-Age" story: Catcher in the Rye/A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius
Your favorite book that isn’t on this list: The Double, If on a winter's night a traveler, The Last Basselope, The Blind Assassain, and Hamlet


It's been a very fun, unproductive weekend. Nightwatch was very fun and the weather was amazing. It's going to drop back into the 30's and I haven't finished Twelfth Night yet. I need a reading list for the summer. Not that I'll keep to it. I need to register for classes and buy a winning lotto ticket.

Oh time, to where do you depart from moment to moment? o' cursed wings beating in fever and flutt'ring 'bout thy head.