St.Valentine's Day

As cliche as it is...I never liked the Vday until I departed from singledom. This year was nice, flowers, dinner, gelato, and a shopping trip sometime this weekend. Love should be expressed everyday in a relationship but its nice to have an extra reason to celebrate. The biking tights I got for Matty fit so I was happy. Don't want him getting cold during his rides or races.

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Hopefully going to Western to see Matty race Apr. 8th and visiting Katie.

Playa del Carmen and relaxtion in eleven days.

I don't think I ever need to talk to him again. This is a temporal opinion, one I can honestly say won't last for another ten, twenty, fifty years. Currently, I don't care. Our relationship will never be the same even if we do try to reconcile and I don't really think its worth it. I've always (by always I mean since late high school) thought he was an arrogant, ignorant, close minded, racist, insensitive hypocrite anyways. It makes me anxious and frankly I'm too damn busy and otherwise enjoying my life far too much to allow him to get in the way of things. Some people just aren't worth it.

As for tonight...I have nothing I have to do. I should start my Shakespere paper, but I think I'll do my outline for Ren art, the reading for Women's lit, and maybe bust out some Latin. It'll free up Wednesday and Thursday night...so I can do my paper then. I really like Shakespere, I want to read a bunch of his plays this summer. I have a date with Brandie Thursday to go see Mrs. Henderson Presents. Yey.

Being the Partins' babysitter this summer isn't going to fly...I'll have to find some shitty job at home to supplement working at Art 101. Barnes and Noble would be ideal...ugh. Maybe I'll try to be a waitress and make some money. Damn it. I could get a job out here but they start when I'd be taking classes. The spring and summer makes me very very anxious.

Goodness.